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Thursday, March 05, 2009
@ 3:59 PM

I have been thinking alot of things this few days and I do not know understand why things will turn out to be this way. I am in a dilemma state and I do not know what I can do. I cannot talk to anyone else about it and I have to keep it to myself. This few days, I did not sleep well and I really do not know what I can do. As I was blogging now, my heart is feeling not very good and I really really hope that things will not turn out to what I am thinking. I can swear that I treat everyone true and will help them whatever I can and I did not expect people to repay me. As what I always sae, if people treat me good and I will treat them extra good and if the people ill treat me den i will sure pay them pay. An eye for an eye. 你做初一,我就做十五. I feel very very troubled and I think i going to have depression sooner or later. Whenever I think of this i felt like crying but no tears come out from my eyes.

WHAT CAN I DO?